It began after I had COVID in September. Once I say “it”, I am simply referring to a collection of little occasions that added as much as the place I’m this morning. I want I had been writing about this all alongside as a result of it could be simpler to maintain up, however right here goes…
In September, I bought a headache. I might give up ingesting espresso the day earlier than, so I assumed it was as a result of caffeine withdrawal (my caffeine withdrawal complications are horrible and I all the time vow by no means to get hooked on espresso once more, then I do). The subsequent day, my throat felt prefer it was squeezing shut. This is quite common due to my generalized nervousness.
The next day, my headache was nonetheless persistent however my throat had gotten a lot worse–it was to the purpose that I *knew* I used to be getting sick. The telltale signal for me is all the time a sore throat. Certain sufficient, I bought extra signs and was down and out for a number of days. It wasn’t horrible, however positively not enjoyable. The worst half was my persistent headache and throat that simply felt like I used to be being strangled.
I had been taking a decongestant across the clock with COVID in order that I would not get a sinus an infection. I used to be pleased that I by no means did–but my sinuses felt completely dry and I assumed that is what was responsible for my headache.
The headache truly began to get even worse. It wasn’t excruciating or migraine-like, nevertheless it was there, continuous, 24/7. I began taking an increasing number of ibuprofen, 800 mg at a time, and it was barely touching it. I could not sleep. I bought actually moody as a result of the headache was so persistent and I simply needed a break. I evaluate it to having a dialog with an grownup and your younger little one retains tugging in your pants saying “Mama, mama” attempting to get your consideration the entire time and also you simply do not wish to interrupt the dialog.
Quickly my entire face was hurting, significantly my jaw, my temples, brow, and behind my eyes. After a few weeks, I knew it could not be the caffeine. COVID was lengthy gone. My jaw was hurting so badly that I made a decision to go to the dentist. I might been avoiding the dentist ever since Eli had oral surgical procedure final December and awakened in the course of it, feeling each single factor the oral surgeon was doing to take away his impacted knowledge tooth.
Once I’d been sick, I used to be consuming popsicles across the clock as a result of they helped my throat. And the tooth on the suitable facet of my face have been SO delicate to the chilly. This wasn’t completely new, and the dentist knew about it however could not discover an issue, so I would just been utilizing toothpaste for delicate tooth (Tom’s truly works fairly effectively for that!).
Anyway, I had a nagging feeling that I had a nasty tooth or one thing. The hygienist took x-rays and stated she did not see something on the x-rays, nevertheless it’s potential I had a hairline fracture or one thing (which sounded horrible to me). And positive sufficient, upon inspection, she observed a really small crack in my (#31) molar (the one farthest again on the decrease proper facet).
The dentist stated he might put a crown on it, however referred me to an endodontist as a result of he stated I needs to be evaluated to see if I would like a root canal first. I had a root canal and crown in 2016 and I used to be terrified to ever should get one other crown (truthfully, the basis canal was simpler than the crown). He stated since I used to be having a whole lot of ache, there was a great probability I might want the basis canal–otherwise, I would nonetheless have ache with the crown.
I needed to do nothing. Fake that I by no means went to the dentist. Fake that my tooth was high-quality. How did I chew ice for like 15 years and by no means get a crack, then give up a yr and a half in the past and my tooth will get fractured? Whereas I do not grind my tooth, I do clench my jaw rather a lot when my nervousness is unhealthy, which might be the trigger. However the dentist stated if I did nothing it could doubtless get contaminated, probably inflicting an abscess and a a lot greater drawback than a root canal and crown.
As a lot as I needed to disregard the issue, my fixed headache was so unhealthy at that time that I simply made the appointment with the endodontist and hoped I no less than would not want a root canal. After having a severely damaged jaw in 2010 (the surgeon stated it was the worst damaged jaw he’d ever seen), needing two reconstructive surgical procedures, and having my jaws wired shut for six weeks, you’d suppose that perhaps my unhealthy luck with my tooth was over. However that might be too simple! It induced a dental phobia, and I all the time dread going to the dentist.
Anyway, the endodontist was SO variety. After taking extra x-rays and analyzing my tooth, he informed me the worst information but… he stated that he was fairly positive that he would not be capable to save my tooth in any respect. He stated that if I needed, he might begin the basis canal and attempt to save the tooth, however from his expertise he did not suppose it could work. He beneficial extracting the tooth altogether.
The considered it made me really feel sick and I (embarrassingly) cried a bit when he informed me. Not solely am I fearful of any form of dental work, I’m now additionally fearful of twilight sedation (which is what Eli had). I knew there was no approach I might endure the extraction with out the sedation although. He gave me a referral to an oral surgeon… and after I checked out it, it was the identical surgeon Eli had had. I stated there was completely no approach I used to be seeing him, so he referred me to a distinct one.
Because the endodontist did not suppose he might save my tooth I did not need him to attempt, solely to get midway by means of a root canal earlier than needing it extracted anyway. I needed the least quantity of procedures potential. So I known as the oral surgeon and made an appointment for a seek the advice of, requesting IV sedation. I do know individuals get extractions with out sedation, however there was no approach I might make it by means of that.
The oral surgeon was reassuring, particularly when he took a panoramic x-ray and noticed the plates in my jaw and discovered how unhealthy my dental phobia was. He was truly very shocked that I used to be by no means sedated after I bought the arch bars eliminated (the metallic issues that held my jaw shut for six weeks) as a result of it is such a painful process. (I evaluate it to flossing with wire as thick as a paperclip.) I informed him about Eli and he assured me that he is by no means had that occur to a affected person earlier than.
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| The panoramic x-ray appears fairly cool, proper?! |
He additionally gave me extra unhealthy information. He defined that he extremely beneficial an implant the place I might be lacking a tooth–not for beauty causes, however as a result of my jaw bone might begin to degrade and trigger an entire host of issues with my different tooth.
At this level, I used to be simply so overwhelmed with all that was taking place. It began with a headache, and now I wanted a tooth extracted and implant to interchange it, adopted by a crown? I requested a ton of questions concerning the process and if he might do it similtaneously the extraction (if I used to be already going to be sedated, I might fairly get it achieved in a single process as an alternative of two) and he stated yes–it’ll solely take one other 10-Quarter-hour.
My headache was nonetheless 24/7 (I am not exaggerating after I say that) and I used to be determined for aid. I made the appointment for the (very costly) dental process. And in about three hours from now, I will be getting IV sedation, having a tooth extracted and changed with an implant. It has to heal for 3 months, after which I am going to should get a crown.
My nervousness is thru the roof proper now. I do know this will sound like no massive deal to most individuals, and why am I so nervous a couple of silly dental process? Most individuals have not skilled a damaged jaw I’ve and I really feel like my concern is legit. However I’ll do something to eliminate this headache. I’ve needed to eat on the left facet of my mouth for 2 months (which feels very unnatural) and keep away from something chilly. I have been stress-eating and have gained 12(!) kilos in two months. I simply wish to get this over with and hopefully get again to regular.
Soooo, that is the place I’m at proper now. I hope the subsequent time I write, it’s going to be with out a headache and the extraction and implant can have been uneventful and boring. Right here goes nothing…
